Tuesday, October 23, 2018

The TWO WEEK WAIT :O

I'm going a little crazy with this 2ww .. overanalysing every little twinge and pain... not sure how I'll go with waiting ANOTHER 8 days... trying to stop myself from googling x,y,z and failing!

The good news is that on Saturday this precious little embryo was transferred to my uterus :)

And so began the Two Week Wait (2WW) It is Exciting and nervewracking... will this little one continue to grow and implant and grow... is that pain the pain of implantation? Is it a bad pain? is it just from the medication?? When can I test with a home test? - Knowing it wouldn't be conclusive due to the HcG meds I've taken that are still in my system... safer not to - for peace of mind ...  knowing any symptoms this early can also be PMS/ AF ... so many thoughts....

The other little embryo never made it past 4 cells :( So that was rather sad and disappointing when the Scientist told us this on Saturday .. I'd still been expecting it would have grown but just been a bit further behind.. so they wouldn't transfer it (I did ask). The embryo they did transfer although at Day 3 was top of the expected cell numbers by Day 5 it was behind where they expect and was not yet a blastocyst.. this too was disheartening.. the Dr also didn't inspire much confidence when she told me to make and appointment to see her in about 2 weeks ... to discuss what next if this doesn't work .. she has some ideas apparently although she did say she knows couples who have become pregnant from similar (overall though the conversation made us both think she doesn't think it will work this time).

Praying that it does work!! I know it's completely in God's hands and he already knows what each day will bring ... trying to trust in this knowledge and still pleading with him that this little one will stick around ... for a very long time!! There are lots of people praying and so many invested in this journey with us.. so grateful for this support! 

Sunday I had my last injection and so really now it is completely no action just waiting!!


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